A whole new me :)

Ok, here it is, I didn't get any sleep today since I just posted this blog. Well, I've been thinking alot lately about my life and so on. Don't know whether should I go for it or jut keep it to myself. Some say that when you want to confront her, either she will accept it or reject it. Sometimes, when I feel the urge to tell her about my feelings towards her, I will be scared and also don't know whether she will reject me for being "BIG". I just want to voice out to all the girls out there, don't take guys for granted, they may change your life or make you happy. No matter whether they are fat, ugly, skinny, etc. Inside always counts. I don't understand why girls want their boyfriends to be richer then her, or must be body-built. You'll never know that these guys which are fat and ugly or some say "nerd". They are the ones who really makes you happy. Remember this, 'Money can't buy Happiness'.
When I first found out that when I was together with my ex-girlfriend, I knew from the start that she was using me as her credit card. That time, I would give her time to realise but then, she keeps insisting on using me as her driver, credit card spender, a SLAVE for her. That time I was really mad and I decided to break up with her. She was pratically angry at me for breaking up with her, but i say 'What the hack, I don't love you anymore!' From there she just went off without saying goodbye.
From that moment, I knew that some girls are just plain cheap. Using guys as their money spender. For your information, MONEY DOESN'T GROWS ON TREES!!
Back to my story, from that story point, I've learned a valuable lesson about having a relationship with another people. Whenever you pick a guy/girl, please pay much more attention to his/her heart instead for the looks. I'm not saying that you should go for the fat ones, but also must have the looks for it too la. Make sure that the heart is pure and he/she won't use you as your credit card spender. I have done some reasearch based on relationships. Compare with a couple who loves each other from the heart and another couple who loves each other for their money. I would say that the ones who loves each other from the bottom of their heart, will be a last longing forever.