Love is not fate, but is a miracle to happen.

Boring sial..

2008-06-23T02:28:00.003+08:00

Today, what happen was me and Ji Jun suppose to go for a swim like in the evening. Then what happen was I send him a message saying that whether he wants to cancel it or not. It was early in the morning. Anyway, when I text him, he says don't need to cancel because he can wake up and then he could come over to my place for swimming. Then when is aready in the evening, I waited for his call or maybe his sms. So when the clock strikes at around 7pm, I recieve an sms from Ji Jun. I understand that his a heavy sleeper. Right from that very morning, I knew the plan confirm cancel because Ji Jun won't wake up. He would sleep till next morning. Anyway, he did apologize for the plan then I said no problem la. Then I ask him whether want to go out for a drink. Then he said he would confirm with me later. So then Ji Jun told me that Melvin would be going down to Seremban to see his girl. So, I was quite boring ler. So the three of us went down to Seremban to lim teh.

It took us like 30 minutes to reach Seremban. Plus paying the toll as well. Then when we reach there. Melvin called me and Ji Jun to look at Jenny's car because there's one time where Melvin told us that Jenny's car was totally awesome because of the sound system that her cousin help her to install. Then Melvin told us that while he was at Seremban, he describe to us that Jenny's sub woofer was floating in the air. So, we were quite shocked and we wanted to see. Then what happen was when we reach there today, when we look at Jenny's car, straight away me and Ji Jun were like, what fuck is this! Because her sub woofer was like stick against her car and not floating at all. The way Melvin describe it was way out. He said that Jenny's sub woofer was like curve. Then, what we saw is just a box. Nail to the car. But then, when we tested the sound, it was like awesome. I have to gve credit to Jenny's cousin. The sound was awesome. Then not only the sound system was done, there were also sound proofing as well. Sound proofing would cost around more then 4k plus. Then as we entered Jenny's car, her whole car was sound proofing.

Jenny didn't know all of this but we, as guys were bloody shocked and also like "what the fuck mann..". So right after lim teh, we straight went back home. So Ji Jun tried to reach his maximum speed. He told us that he wanted to hit at 200km/h. His normal is around 195km/h. So he speed all the way, and it did reach up to 200km/h plus. Then he was happy and also jumping for joy. Then after we reach to sunway, we chilled and took some puff before w head home. Anyway, that is my whole routine today. It was quite boring as well. Didn't expect anything to happen. Anyway, would blog some more if I have the time. Cheers.

Again with clutches..

2008-06-21T05:26:00.002+08:00

Today what happen was me and my college mate wanted to play futsal today, so everyone was up against their game today and everyone was very energetic when comes to futsal. So it was like 15 other people who also payed including me. Right after French class, we straight head to Subang because we might be afraid that it would be jam. But then, when we were on the way, we were shocked and suprise that subang was not jam after all. Around like 4pm something. Trust me, everytime at that hour, Subang would be totally fucking jam! Anyway, after reaching to subang, one of my friend asked me whether i can fetch his friend at near metropoliton college, then i said is ok, i can fetch him. So, after fetching him, we head to Sports Planet. The one with 12 courts with it. Then when we reach there already, we saw a bunch of our college mate impatiently waiting to play. I told them to chill as i was going to re-confirm the bookings. So, we started at 6pm in the evening where everyone has already warm up for their game and as well ourself. Some of them were a bit late but it's ok. Everyone had their turn whenever one team is out.

After for 1 hour non-stop futsal, it was my turn to play. Then what happen was i didn't run properly or maybe the word is not landing properly on to the ground. Somehow my ligament is torn again. But this time it was on the right leg. Last time it was on the left leg. Now is freaking on my right leg. So i was moaning in pain as my college mate rushed in to help me out. Everyone thought is was muscle-cram, but I told them is not. So i was carried out from the pitch to rest there. Again I couldn't play futsal anymore. The doctor once told me that I still can play, but i have to wear a knee-guard. But as usual, I was stubborn enough to not wear anything and trying to be heroic on the pitch. Then when I got home, I tried to apply my old medicine which the doctor last time gave it to me for my ligament torn. So i applied on it till now is totally fucking pain. Why am I blogging at this hour because everytime when I go to sleep, I always wake up like 1 hour. Like now, I don't think I want to sleep anymore because I have class later at 9am. So I think I would be staying up till 9am. So far, that's my whole story of the day and I want to apologize that I didn't touch my blog since the last 2 months ago! Anyway, cheers!

Sunway Lagoon Outing

2008-06-12T21:30:00.001+08:00

We PCT-2 had the most exciting, thrilling, exhausted, loads of fun at the outing that we had organize. Well, we planned this trip like not long ago, but the others said it was a long time. So we went to Sunway Lagoon which I'm not that suprise yet. What I heard from my friend that he say some of them were too excited till they did not sleep at that night. It was on the 12th June 2008. First we arrive at Sunway Pyramid at 10 something in the morning, which i had to get up quite early to be their tranportation. So, once the transportation is settled, we head down to Sunway Pyramid which everyone can't wait to sit on the rides. To me, I personnally afraid of heights which I "planned" not to sit any of the rides. What happen was after we have settled eveything, everyone was shouting and screaming out for their life as the enter Sunway Lagoon.

So the whole bunch of group went for the first ride. It was the TOMAHAWK! This think is like the first crazy shit I ever sit on it. Plus is my first ride. Gimme a break! So my heart was pumping really fast and then when they guy said that they need one more person in order to complete the first ride of the day. They were 9 of us and we do not want to b spilt up. So what happen was, I told them that I'll be the first one to sit on it. So after I get on to that thing, my heart was pumping so fast till I can'e even look anywhere but straight. So, the ride has started and I was like shouting so loud till my heart is about fall. I didn't know that thing would like turn 360 degress?! Fuck wei!! Anyway, it was like go forward and backwards. So I didn't even bother putting my hands up or didn't even look out of the ride. After the ride has finish, I was super duper glad that thing was over. I felt a bit dizzy but who cares! I just sat that thing and my fear is yet to overcome.
Then the next ride was THE LOST CITY OF GOLD. It was some thing like a roller-coaster but then consider scary for me. This ride I think we ride almost like 4 times liao. Everyone wanted to had the best picture taken when the roller-coaster pass the camera. The first ride was taken and I have to say that Yik Hoong and Pui Yee are the bravest souls I ever met! They were like nothing. They say it was normal for them. Haha, everyone was like shouting all the way and I was the one who bend my head down and kept quiet! My fear has always been heights and also horror shows. Lots of people doesn't know that I have this fear but is I'm not going to let them know somehow. Anyway, continue where we ride the roller-coaster.

This was the third ride which I'm not scared at all because all we got to do is to get wet only. But I have to say is that among the 5 of us who sat here, only me and justin got wet. Pui Yee and Melanie didn't even get wet. Me and Justin is like what the heck?! Our whole shirt and pants were drench with water and the others like a bit dulan where they didn't even get wet. Then after the RIVER RAPID, we head on to the ship which me and Melanie had to skip. This ride is like one of the scariest for me is the one with the ship. Where it goes like 360 degress to the top and it will hang there around like 10 secs or more. Thats the one I'm totally not going to ride it for the whole life even I'm given the chance for free to sit on it. Anyway, after all the dry theme park, it's time for the wet theme park. That's where all the fun comes in. We have enjoy so much compare to the dry theme park. Some people prefer the dry but I'm more in to the wet park. Haha. Anyway, at wet park, we have ride almost all the rides.

But unfortunetly, there were some accidents accure among us. But who gives the heck, no one will spoil the fun when we are at The Sunway Lagoon! Among the ones who got in to the is me. So I was like fuck wei, I'm the cost of spoilng the fun in it. But the rest just continue going on taking pictures and also playing with the water. But do u feel when like you hit someone and that someone is a girl? Who wouldn't feel bad or guilty. No matter how you guys tell me is just an accident, the thing will stick with me forever! Plus, no one predict that accident to happen and I want to appologize to those who got in to the accident. Back to my story, everything went well. So far after the Sunway Lagoon Outing, we proceed to our buffet dinner where is held at YUEN STEAMBOAT.

Everyone has never tried this place. Vivien said that she heard this place was famous for it's chicken. Well Vivien, it's time to experience of what is like to fight over just a chicken wing. This chicken wing is like the most famous and also the fasttest to finish. It takes the longest to come and fast to finish first. Normally the chicken will come every 30 minutes. Then when the waiter has already delivered, everyone rush to the one place where the chicken is place there. In spilt seconds, the chicken is gone. All of us knew that the chicken was super duper sexy nice. Anyway, then what happen was I told Justin to follow me to get the chicken. Then what happen was Justin told me that I don't have to worry about him because he was made as the fasttest hands and also biggest eater among us. Well Justin, I underestimated you, one day me and Teo would take up a challenge against you and Zhong Sheng. Anyway, we had so much fun at Sunway Lagoon. I think I'm addicted to it because is my first time going there and also don't mind going there again. Lol! I would like to say thanks to those who went to Sunway Lagoon and also help me when I'm injured (not serious). I want to thanks those who participate in this outing:-

-Vivien (Host for this outing)

-Pui Yee (For helping to pay for me and Teo)

-Justin (As the camera men)

-Teo (As for the camera men)

-Emily (Who help me to overcome my fear in heights)

-Yik Hoong (Also thank you for helping me to overcome my fear)

-Zhong Sheng (As the tissue men)

-Melanie (Thank you for your concern as well as your helping hand)

Thank You guys for making this outing so much fun!

Futsal..Then end up with clutches.!

2008-03-27T16:35:00.003+08:00

Yesterday around at 3.30pm, i was invited to play some futsal game with my frens. I did manage to make it because long time i didn't play already. So i went there few of frens to play with. Eventhough there were less people like around 6 but we manage to play 3on3. Then while playing right, i was chasing a guy from backwards but then out of the sudden i don't know how did i trip and fell, i though i sprain my ankle, cause when i fell, i heard my bones crack or maybe shifted to another place. So then i couldn't play at all because it was pain. Far more worst then falling down and get urself cut.
Then I went over to Reuben's house to fetch him to Sunway Pyramid to get his tattoo done. So i was like rushing back to DJ then come back to Sunway. Damn tiring. Anyway, what happen was when i went inside Sunway Pyramid, i was moaning and groaning because i can't take the pain. Then i went back to the car just to sit down and rest my leg, while Reuben went inside and continue with his tattoo. So, i waited like 4 hours plus just to finish his outline. Just the outline itself also take so long. What bullshit la. But then again, Reuben is my fren so i dun reli mind it la. Then when got home, got scolding from my dad because came back late. Some more i have to stand the pain. Then my father ask me why then i explain to him la. So he rush me to the nearest hospital to get x-ray on my bones to see if there's any broken bone or what. My weight is too heavy already, so my knee can't take that much weight.
I don't want to get into details because you all know what is like to get an x-ray on your leg. So, after getting the results, my was relief that nothings was broken or what so ever. My bones were ok, but then the doctor said that i have an extra bone behind my knee bone area there. I was like wtf mann?! Then got home, take medication then sleep la. Next morning, was even far more pain that i can ever imagine it. Then my father call me and told me that the driver would be coming home soon, but i was out for a while with frens drinking and smoking la. Then around 4 like that, the driver manage to reach home. Then i saw him carring clutches to the house. Then my reaction was like shocked la. Didn't expect my father to buy clucthes for me. I thought it would be the old ma tongkat la. So, now im on clutches and i cant do anything much but just to stay at home doing nothing but online only. That's my yesterday and today's stories la. Have to get use to it with the clutches. It will take like 3-4 days to heal back the ligement. Oh yea almost forgot, my ligement is torn, so thats why i can't play sports anymore. I think its time to lose more weight. Anyway, cheers!

Did faith brought us together?

2008-03-24T22:46:00.001+08:00

ok, i know that i never been blogging for the few weeks because i forgot that i had a blog for myself, anyway, last week, i met this gurl who i misunderstood for her looks. I thought she was a nerd but then when the first time i saw her, i think i fell in love with her. I try not to make myself to love her but then my mind told me to go after her. Does that count as love at first sight? Or was it just a coincidence?
Anyway, first wee how intro to me this gurl, from KT. I do not want to mention her name because i want it to be formal. Anyway, wee how intro to me this gurl, and i thought i just want to be frens with her. So he intro to me by msn, so the girl also did talk to me la abt her problems, like wanting a guy but the guy cannot accept her that fast because he wants to take things slow and bla bla bla.
So me and her talk out abt her problems and i try to help her solve her problem. So what happen was she wanted to add me in her friendster, so i gave her my email add. Then at first i misunderstood that she was a nerd, but then that was all misunderstanding. Then wee how brought me to steamboat with his ex gf. Then he said he will be meeting his new gf so i follow him. I knew that he has a gf but i didn't expect that they will get together.
So, then he said that the gurl that he intro to me will be coming, so i was quite nervous at first. Then after the dinner, then wee how went to meet them. My heart was pumping quite fast into my head because i didnt meet her and it was the first time meeting her. Thenas she enter the car, she said hello.! I knew from that point she was very friendly. I did some observation on her and i found out that she was a out-going person, dare devil girl, loves to eat, doesnt fancy branded stuff, and more.
Then we head to mamak which is called darulssalem. Something like that la. So anyway, we head that for supper, i was so full till i cant eat anymore. Need to go on diet and also lose weight.! Then we talk alot at each other. So far, i dod manage to talk to her alot and we didnt even stop talking. Then at that moment, i felt sumthing very unusual. Sumthing that i never felt before. So i ask myself that why am i having this feelings towards this girl? Somehow i fell in love for her, I do not know why but it just happen. Its not that she was very daring and all, but i think because of her personnalities.
Haih... i dunno what to do now but then just to sit there and wait for another sign to show infront of me. Now so far i dunno whether this girl even like me or not.. So i will end it right her and im so lazy of typing this blog. Maybe when i have the time to post then i will post la. I will feel whenever i like to post. So take care and i would let you know more abt myself.

Kim Gary..

2008-03-15T02:26:00.002+08:00

Today it was a boring day. Pratically i woke up around 2 sumthing. Ended up at pyramid to see my friends. I met them at Sakea sushi. The price there is ain't cheap but reasonable. I won't say its expensive but affordable. Can also bring your girlfriend there to eat. Anyway, today actually wanted to meet up for USJ and Kelana Jaya, but then the plan failed because of me. I delay them and they have to wait for me. I mean you cant blame me because I go to church today for some event called 'Passover Meal'. It means where the egyptians sacrifice their first born child. Im lazy to explain but Im sure you will know what it means. After going for this event, i straight away fly like a rocket to subang to meet them, then suddenly i found out that not many people are going. I was lke damn dulan lo. Then mao said he nids to go to sunway to meet his fren, doris. Dunno for what la. Then when they go to sunway, sudddenly they all wanted to Kim Gary.
Dunno spend how many hours sitting there and chit chatting. I was sitting down there didnt know any1. They all want me to tag along so i tag. It was quite alright at kim gary, at least i did know some people over there. They were friendly and all.
So after everything was settle, i have to rush back home because dad was kind of piss off at me for coming late. Nowadays i have to be back home at least before 12am. Before that i didnt have to worry about coming back. Usually i always come back around 3-4am. Now im like the cinderella. What the fuck?! After reaching home, my parents lecturer me. It was so long till i wanna sleep liao. They lecturer me like how many times already. Keep repeating all over again. Now they have finish so i was like abit stress, so went out for one stick. Lol. Anyway, that is all for today. Maybe tomorrow i will post another one for you guys to read about my life. so take care of yourselve and always pray to the lord. God Bless you all! Cheers!

Whole day out.

2008-03-13T03:23:00.002+08:00

Today it was abit boring because didn't know where to go. Was going around trying to do something but I just can't think of something to do. But today at least I did went out with a friend of mine who is currently staying at Bandar Kinrara. I do not want to mention their names because I don't like to refer them in my blog. So, today she wanted to get out of the house because it's been days she is staying in the house. So she needed to get out of that place just to go somewhere far away. So I brought her around going out to see car accessories, but not that much places we go. Most of the time, we spend driving up and down. Pratically just driving and also chit chat la. We just keep on listening to music, mostly love songs and also the latest song. 'Low' featuring Flo Rida with T-Pain. Today we didn't do much. I wanted to bring her out to chill somewhere, but we didnt have time. So I'm sorry that I didn't bring you somewhere to chill or drink. But you did mention that your hobby was sitting in the car. Lol. Anyway, that's about all I'm going to post here. Cheers!

Day Night Out.

2008-03-09T05:13:00.005+08:00

Hi there people, sorry that i didnt update my blog, was busy for the few days. Anyway, I got my car back now, so happy that I don't have to stay at home and die of boredom. Been going lately when I got my baby back from the workshop. Today I met up with a Kevin Loo today to check on speakers that I wanted to install in my car and also went to the sticker shop to buy our camp base name. I bought CB.05. It was a ok number only. The others were taken already, all the nice number like 7. I really wanted the number 7. So me and my friend went around to Sunway, then Aman Suria just to compare the price and also to see whether is it good quality. So far what we have found that the shop that is in Aman Suria, some of the brand they sell is fake. So my friend was quite shocked and stone after when they told him the price of a sub woofer. After we left there, kevin told me that the shop that they sell speakers, some of them are fake. So whenever I want to install speaker, he said to call him over to go together. He said something got to do with real brand and fake brand. Anyhow, that's not really important. After we have survey the place, Khai Sern met with us recently after we have survey the place. Then we all suppose to meet melvin and his girl at sunway KFC there.

It's been a long time I didn't touch KFC. Last year I anti KFC one, but now don't know why suddenly got the urge to go in the shop and eat. It was awesome, seriously. The feeling was superb I can say. For me, I did not have KFC for a long time and I wanted to eat again. Can say I was a BIG fan of KFC last time. Well, some how I just got mature and I don't touch on fast food anymore. After eating at KFC, me, Khai Sern, and Kevin Loo all went to Taman Seputeh to fetch our another friend name Wee How. Today when I drive to Taman Seputeh, I felt different for the first time. There were no cars at all on the road. I mean not that jam as last time. Last time Federal road was always jam and couldn't move at all, but today, it was so free, so I did speed all the way. It was damn free and also there were no cars at all. All of them went back to their hometown because of election day. When we were in the car, we thought of going out for yumcha session, but they cancel it last minute at night because of the election day, we went back home straight because of riots. You may not know what will happen to you if you go out there. It will be as hell crazy outside. People will be throwing stones, carrying parang, plank, and some of them also will have guns too!

I'm quite suprise that they have guns, but back to my story, after fetching Wee How, I went back to DJ for a while because I did promise some of my friends that I would take them to steamboat at sunway there. Also another thing, I reach back to DJ less then 5 mins. Like what i said, no cars on the road. Haha. Anyway, I went back to DJ to meet them up and take them to steamboat. After that, we suppose to go to this shop, but then they went into the wrong shop. It was located near cash converters Sunway Mentari there. After a very long lasting dinner, we decide to shoot all the way to Hartamas to have shisha.

Almost forgot, I met one new friend today. His name is Hamen. Weird right? Haha. His from Saudi Arabia. His a nice guy. Very friendly. The way he speaks, it will makes a laugh for no reasons at all. So, after shooting to Hartamas, we go to Hartamas Square for shisha. It was not that bad. The price was reasonable. I can get it cheaper in Subang And Taman Tun, but since they want to experience how was hartamas like, so I thought maybe bring them just to get the atmosphere there.

First me and Reuben went to the shisha there and order our flavour. So, he was quite suprise that they also have coke as their flavour as well. I told him memang got wan la. Ha ha. Anyway, I tell him is not that nice. So, he choosed Lemon as one flavour. Then his gurl, wanted to try something else. The lady who sells shisha recommended us strawberry melon. So we were like, anything la. Then once they serve the shisha, we try the lemon first. It was nice not to strong but a mild flavour, but when comes to the other flavour, strawberry melon, it sucks to the max. When we suck in, our throat will be dry and will caugh. All of us caugh like shit except the Saudi Arabian guy.

So can say that today was an alright night for them la. Maybe tomorrow I will bring them to try the satay Kajang. Will show Hamen, the Saudi Arabian guy what is life around Malaysia, ha ha. Anyway, I want to end my post here. Will update with you all next time when there is something special happening around my area lo. Cheers!

My baby is back in action!

2008-03-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

Well, today is my happiest day of my life because I'm getting my baby back from the workshop. It's been 2 days straight I've been staying at home, dying of boredom, but now, once I get back my car, I'm going to spend my time going out whole day and also to have fun! The repair cost is also killing me. Once I get back my car, I'm going to do some touched up for my baby. Like changing the engin, putting some lights so that my baby can glow in the night, putting some awesome HID lights for my car so that it shines to people that this car is just not an ordinary car.
Also I thought of improving my sound system so that it would please the ladies. Eventhough is a Proton Saga 1.3 hatchback. Anyway, next week most probably I'm going to collect my money form my friend who owes me RM3k. I know it's a lot of money but what the hack! I did win that money right, HAHAHAHAHA!
First I'm going to do my sounds system which is most probably going to cost like RM500-RM1000.? Not sure yet but will see how things goes. Then will put some lightings on my baby so that it would sparkle the eyes of the people who passes/drive pass me. Well, I don't want to post so much about my car, well it's really great that I'm getting my car back.
Anyway, these 2 days I haven't been sleeping at the proper time. Night I'm awake, then morning will be sleeping. Just like a vampire, HAHAHAHA. Anyway, I've nothing to say now, but maybe in the future will have more ideas to put in me blog. Cheers!

Getting my car back, maybe.

2008-03-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

Today i can't wait to get back my car today. But its so far from my house. Its located at puchong but then, i dont mind that Im getting my car that far. What happen was the accident took place at Kerinchi Link. I was going at the speed at 80-90km, then all the sudden a motorcyclist just past by me without with his head lamp on, i avoid it. As I avoid it, somehow i just lose control of my car. I couldnt control because it was slippery. Then the front of my car knock against the wall, and stractch the whole bumper. From the right to the left. Even my bumper also move towards the left. Its quite funny because of the bumper. But thank GOD that im still alive. If not, I do not know how will my family and my friends would feel about if i've lost my life. Some will cry, some will just hold it against their heart. But i do not want to say such negative because Im still here, writing this blog. Well, we all know that GOD gaves us life. Only 1 life, if there such thing as recarnation, then i dont mind dying la, but enough of that nonsense. Anyway, my father scolded me because of the accident.
My dad was telling me that im a reckless driver and i shouldnt be driving anymore! Thats what my dad say, eventhought i tried to tell him what really happen to me but he just dont want to listen to it. He said that now its im on my own. So i guess i will be paying for my car accident. Now i dunno where on earth on how to get that much money. The repair cost is like RM1.3k. WOW!!
Now i dont know whether am i getting my car back today or thursday. I hope is today so that i can go out instead of staying at home, dying of boredom. I guess i dont have much to say already but i have one thing to say; Drive carefully. When your handling cars on the road. Its like a killing machine, but also chances of it may take ur life away. The only 1 life you have. So make sure you drive safely and try not to race. Racing its the stupidest thing that u want to do as your last resort.

SO DRIVE CAREFULLY WHEN YOUR ON THE ROAD!

Friends?

2008-03-04T18:37:00.001+08:00

I want to tell you something about friends, friends sometimes are always there for you when at times your down, sad, emotional and so on. What happen was i have this friend of mine, who i known him already for like 2 years already and what do I think about him, that he is a total fucking asshole. Sorry for swearing and all but I just couldn't take it anymore. He said he wants to help me changing my life into a better one. Well, his not doing it the right way. I don't know whether should i explain the situation here on the blog, but i don't think I want to. Continue my story, we're talking about friends, well i do believe that friends are forever, but some just really tested my patient already. When today he called me, he ask me whether do I have the stuff or not, then i said 'I will try to get the stuff for you today'. Yesterday, he called me to see whether I can pay up or not, but then when is already at night, I told him that i couldn't get it because one of my friend couldn't give me the stuff. Then he was like make sure you give it to me by tuesday. I know is part of my fault also but PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME LA!!
So, when he told me that if I don't get to give him the stuff today, he said I must do something for him but I do not want to mention here on the blog. If you know my situation that well as a friend, then you wouldn't be chasing me for the stuff, and you did mention that you wanted to help me change my life, well that's NOT THE FUCKIGN WAY TO DO IT. If you want to do it, then do it the right way like every normal person would do. Haih, I'm really fed up of some of my friends who are I'm mixing with. Only some of them are still ok, but they do not know where is the limit where a person could not take it. Let me give you a case that what happent to me and my 'gang of friends'. First we went to pyramid to do some shopping, but not me. I'm just there to accompany them. Anyway, back to my story, first we are going around pyramid looking for cheap, discount shirts. Then what happen was when they some how trying on the shirt, they made me try on the shirt. I was like 'you know that I'm won't be able to fit into that shirt'.
Then they went and ask the cashier for the biggest size shirt in the shop. So the cashier said for who, then they pointed at me. The cashier giggle abit and went to look for the size. After finding for the shirt, then they force to made me try it. So I was sporting and daring enough to try it. Then they all come into the fitting room to see me trying on the shirt. I was like, please respect my privacy. My mom doesn't do like that. Then, after trying on, I was like, this is so tight. Then they open the door to let the cashier to see it. Then she laugh so hard. From there, I was so embarress and I just straight away change back to my own clothes. Then I just walk out the shop and just went some where that to make myself cool down. Then, it's not the first time they do, every shop they go, they will do the same thing again. They don't know how did i feel at that time, but GOD thought me to forgive anyone that who made mistake, but this has went over the borderline already.
Now, starting at this day, I made myself a promise that I won't stick to them anymore. Only once in the blue moon. I have to end my story here, well who ever reads it, I'm sure you know who to pick and also to filter it. Friends is not like diamonds, they are like leaves scattered everwhere. We need to pick them up in order to see whether this is a good leaf or not. So I hope that you will understand what I'm trying to say. Cheers!

A whole new me :)

2008-03-04T08:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, here it is, I didn't get any sleep today since I just posted this blog. Well, I've been thinking alot lately about my life and so on. Don't know whether should I go for it or jut keep it to myself. Some say that when you want to confront her, either she will accept it or reject it. Sometimes, when I feel the urge to tell her about my feelings towards her, I will be scared and also don't know whether she will reject me for being "BIG". I just want to voice out to all the girls out there, don't take guys for granted, they may change your life or make you happy. No matter whether they are fat, ugly, skinny, etc. Inside always counts. I don't understand why girls want their boyfriends to be richer then her, or must be body-built. You'll never know that these guys which are fat and ugly or some say "nerd". They are the ones who really makes you happy. Remember this, 'Money can't buy Happiness'.
When I first found out that when I was together with my ex-girlfriend, I knew from the start that she was using me as her credit card. That time, I would give her time to realise but then, she keeps insisting on using me as her driver, credit card spender, a SLAVE for her. That time I was really mad and I decided to break up with her. She was pratically angry at me for breaking up with her, but i say 'What the hack, I don't love you anymore!' From there she just went off without saying goodbye.
From that moment, I knew that some girls are just plain cheap. Using guys as their money spender. For your information, MONEY DOESN'T GROWS ON TREES!!
Back to my story, from that story point, I've learned a valuable lesson about having a relationship with another people. Whenever you pick a guy/girl, please pay much more attention to his/her heart instead for the looks. I'm not saying that you should go for the fat ones, but also must have the looks for it too la. Make sure that the heart is pure and he/she won't use you as your credit card spender. I have done some reasearch based on relationships. Compare with a couple who loves each other from the heart and another couple who loves each other for their money. I would say that the ones who loves each other from the bottom of their heart, will be a last longing forever.

Just started only.

2008-02-28T01:47:00.000+08:00

Ok, I just started on this blog and I don't really know why am I doing this. Is it because of the infleunce from my friends? sisters? strangers? Well, who knows that I might be interested in blogging. I know that I DID mention that bloggers should really get a life and not just posting all about yourselve on blogs. Anyhow, wouldn't be to sure if I really want to start this blog or not, but I just did. So, I'll give myself 3 days to see whether I'm capable of stabling this blog for my entire life. Will see how.
Today around 11pm, I left my house to sunway college to meet some of my friends. Actually the main thing was I'm meeting my friends is to settle some stuff. I do not want to mention because is really embarress to post it on blog. So, what happen was when I reach sunway college already, I saw this really pretty girl, but I'm not too sure that whether she will take it from the heart or the money? Let me tell you something, sometimes girls are really hard to tell by their face, whether they would go after the money you have, or they go by your heart. Out of 100%, 90 percent goes for the money but the other 10 percent will go by their hearts. To me, i would prefer much on girls to go for their hearts, but not the money they have. I've found out that if girls would go after their hearts, the chances for them to last long is very high compare to some girls who will want their boyfriend to have money to spend them all the time. Anyway, that's all what I have to say. Maybe i will post more interesting things on my blog and maybe you can get to know what's all about my life.